Delta Force soldiers before the raid of an ISIS camp that cost the life of MSG Josh Wheeler

“When I go home people’ll ask me, “Hey Hoot, why do you do it man? What, you some kinda war junkie?” You know what I’ll say? I won’t say a goddamn word. Why? They won’t understand. They won’t understand why we do it. They won’t understand that it’s about the men next to you, and that’s it. That’s all it is” – Hoot

One of the things I’m most grateful for is the perspective the military gave me. I was a spoiled kid who was given everything, never faced any adversity, gave up on sports when they got hard, gave up on school when it lost value and had no focus. I hated the person I was before the military when I look back. Luckily, we control our destiny and one choice can make the difference for anyone. For me, that day was walking into the recruiters office after a long night of drinking, and doing things I wasn’t overly proud of. I was pissed off, mad at how I made my family look, mad at who I’d become and to let those around me down. I knew I needed a drastic change, and choosing the Special Forces, Airborne Infantry route was the most drastic change the recruiters had to offer at the time. I took it.

Lots of weird events in my early schools led me to D.C., where the funerals at Arlington for young soldiers had a major impact on me. I needed to be a part of an ‘elite’ unit, one where the other soldiers went the extra mile for each other. One where there was a lot of adversity, no time to even think about drinking, or cell phones, or girls. That was what prompted my move to the Tomb, which was the best decision I ever made. Looking back you never think about the 100+hr work weeks, the nights low crawling in full dress uniform for miles through the cemetery, dodging falling in already dug graves and fighting sleep deprivation for 48+hrs. Instead you get to focus on how beautifully peaceful the first walk on a perfect spring day is. Crowds of 5,000 people all completely silent, paying their respects to American soldiers from the greatest generations. Most of all I think about laughing with my friends who stuck it out with me along the way, totally delusional from shining shoes for 8hours straight after being up for 3 days. It was an experience that forged a new mentality and understanding for me, one that I know has helped me mentally.

How does this pertain to CrossFit? All of my best years, and most fit points came in conjunction with my best training partners. Jay, Hunky, Chris/John. There will always be long days where you’re dragging ass, but it’s your friends next to you pulling you up that will make the difference. Staying for Gymnastics Club because Jen is, going to the track on Saturday night because John is, texting each other ROMWOD pictures for proof and to keep each other accountable. Having lost Jay/Hunky, and taking things down a notch this past year with Chris/John…You lose something BIG when you don’t have this. For civilians a good training partner might be the closest thing they ever get to a “Battle Buddy” — and doing things “For the guy next to you” will elevate both of your games.

There is a reason that half of the most elite athletes spent weeks training in Cookesville this year, the other half go to Boston (Reebok/CFNE), and Invictus. Why? You can’t do this solo, if you think you can you’re just being arrogant. Some of you need coaches, some of you need training partners (we all do, but some already have them), ALL of you need more accountability. Instead of taking steps in your life to seclude, think about who you can INclude. Who are you going to take with you along your journey? Who makes you want to be a better person? Who has texted you something every day to help improve your mental and physical being? Part of this upcoming season will be having these pairings, they will be outwardly known relationships, they will be verbalized, and just like in the military – When one of you fucks up, you both fuck up. (Funny tangent, I was too skinny going into the military, so they put me with the fattest kid in our basic training class, he got :30s to eat each meal, and whatever he didn’t finish I wasn’t allowed to leave until I finished all of mine and all of his. He lost 62lbs in 6 months, I gained 50.)

Our culture is the process. The next step is to have people you’re accountable to for your process.

Days of completed process: 3/3 (within 5g of each macro yesterday), double ROMWOD, deficit strict hspu, OHS warm-up.



The Process

Package advice: "Can only help reduce weight by not actually eating it."

Our culture is the process.

In CrossFit it is very simple to get caught up in the big picture, distractions and result oriented thinking. Wanting abs, to lose 20lbs, Snatch 250/165, run a sub-6 mile, etc. are all great goals…but goals without a process are wishes. I have no time or patience left for wishes.  In 10 years of CrossFit and 7 years of coaching, I’ve seen the lack of follow-through and personal ownership of the process 100:1 to dedication, discipline and overwhelming success. What we preach is simple: Train with a purpose, sleep well, eat clean foods in acceptable moderation, move more than you sit. Yet everyday our coaches sit and have conversations with adults who cannot complete one of those 4 tasks, let alone 4/4, everyday, for years on end: which is the requirement of a competitor.

Why can’t people follow through on the process? It could be the society we’ve grown up in…we’re slammed all day with commercials for quick and cheap fixes. No one wants to pay for quality anymore, no one is used to listening (or even having) to someone actually willing to help them. It could be that we’re in constant desire for entertainment, movies on demand, netflix, no commercials, INSTAgram, Facebook — and of course Twitter and Snapchat. Quick hits, quick fixes, all the time.  If you can learn to see the bullshit, remove the bullshit and slow down, you will find a plethora of time, energy and effort.

My process (pertaining to training) for this year:

  • Start and end every day with a RomWod. 40-60 minutes on each rest day (Thursday/Sunday), paired with CrossOver Symmetry and thoracic mobility.
  • Train with a clear purpose, and see the benefits of training when I feel like shit. I’m older now, my body has taken abuse from years of moving poorly and not addressing mobility with a full heart. That means some days I’ll be beat up.  Training that way has value. I know I can perform well when I’m on my A-Game…but I want to be great when I’m on my c, d and F-Game. This takes training, patience and an optimistic look at every set, situation and day.
  • Verbalize what I’m grateful for to my teammates, and what I need from them. Create relationships of honest communication to better myself and the group.
  • Measure food each day, if I expect it of you, I need to live it also. Cutting out dairy is very hard for me, but I’m doing it also.
  • Log every workout, every day, if I expect it of you, I need to live it.
  • Practice HSPU (Kip 1st, deficit 2nd, strict 3rd) every day, and work OHS everyday (PVC->Max).

Days of full process completed: 2/2, so far I’m tracking today for 3/3. I will keep a running tally each day at the bottom of the page of my percentage/days completed vs. attempted. No excuses, this will help keep me accountable and I look forward to the challenge.

My Goal is the process. That is my long term goal, and my short term goal. My hourly, daily,  and yearly goals. If I complete these things each day, I will reach greater things: like a heavier OHS, better HSPU, faster workout times and bigger lifts. There is no foreseeable need or use (in my eyes) to sit down and set out numbers. If I do these things, and maximize each day, but instead I make a goal to OHS 315, and at the end of the year I only get to 305…why would I ever be disappointed? My process maximized each day to the best my time and patience would allow. That’s all I could do.

To be frustrated by not achieving some arbitrary number makes me the same person as the guy who comes in 50lbs overweight, wants to lose 30lbs in a month, and “Oh, I ate kinda well, I worked out some days, but then I wasn’t losing weight fast enough so I quit and went back to eating shitty and sitting around all day.”  You wanted the quick easy fix, you wanted it on the cheap, and you put your focus on the end goal…not the process. That is wishful thinking and in our culture for 2018, it has no place. 


Days of full process completed: 2/2

Intro to 2017-2018 Season


“Never underestimate how hard it will be, or how long it will take” – Justin Su’a

Something I have wanted to do for quite awhile now is have a legit website of my own and a place to grow myself and our community. I dabbled with this in 2014-2016, reaching a pinnacle that overwhelmed me and I made a common mistake. I made things too complex, I lost sight of the simple things and I tried to please everyone with everything.

A big part of my focus for the next season is to bring back the blog, the community of competition and provide ‘free’ extra work. A few thoughts on this:

  • Our biggest strength is our community and each other. Many people in our group (myself included) took steps to separate and seclude. This is unacceptable and makes us weaker.
  • To be a part of this group you will need to be a mentally strong individual. One who is actively taking steps to work on being mentally stronger every single day. A part of that is going to be frequently getting honest feedback. If you cannot improve, are stubborn or uncoachable, you will not be invited to train with us.
  • If you are not taking recovery, training or nutrition seriously – You will not be invited to train with us.
  • If you talk negatively about teammates or coaches without having a face-to-face conversation with them, you will not be invited to train with us.
  • If you aren’t actively pursuing a happy life outside of the walls of FCF, you will not be invited to train with us.
  • The culture that we are creating will be one of support, hard work, team work and growth. I don’t want to hear anyone tell the group “Good Job”, that is fake support and shows me that you don’t care about individuals success, you just want to appear to be supportive. Instead, challenge your teammates. Tell them “Go faster”, “Be Smart, breath”, “Fix your body language”, “Deeper squats, move better”, etc. Those are useable, actionable comments that will help our group improve, while at the same time – showing that person you care. In the end, tell them honestly “I’m proud of the effort you gave today” or “I think you could’ve gone harder” or “You didn’t come prepared to train today, what’s going on?”

Climbing a mountain takes one difficult step after another. Through those steps you are forged into a harder/better person. Define what your ‘peak’ is, and start working on your process. Your process will define how successful each step you take is. You cannot skip steps, you cannot skip the process and magically end up at the peak of your mountain. Moreover, beyond your peak are many other peaks. If you think that making regionals, making the Games, finishing top 250, top 100, etc. are going to bring you happiness – I am here to tell you: They will certainly not. 

Your goal is the process and the people that you make better along the way with you, the relationships you build and the community you strengthen. That is where true happiness lies.